Well, this was by far the worst day in the last week.
Not only I didn't study well and been angry with my friends, I also feel i gained weight, which is the worst.
I hate myself and I hate my stupid body and also I detest my limited and narrow mind.
I wish I could forget about all of the above, and just live my life, but I just can't.
I really hope tomorrow I will feel better and find out that I'm thinner, however I doubt it.

At least I finish my assignment In "medical leadership". I also feel my vocabulary is refreshing
Tomorrow I'll try speaking English. Wish me luck.

My sister is coming tomorrow in midday. I hope we will have fun.😢



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